suddenly

they came to me. in the car. my mind, so odd.

i confuse so many things still -- made with maid and weight with wait ... and so many other words when writing still, and so many other things lost... just like they poured out the back of my mind...like sand through a sieve.

i still get lost driving to common everyday places, and lose my thought mid-sentence and in embarassment have to admit 'i forget where i was going with that', have an even worse memory than i ever had --- but suddenly, suddenly these lyrics came to me so clearly, so very clearly...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYIAfiVGluk

and how ironic yet, oh! that bitter sweet irony: they apply more now than ever.